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All birds via iPhone.
I am long past sentimentality and fart jokes, so I decided to make a pot of pinto beans for my birthday.
My peace-seeking strategy for turning 73 this month is to lie low, monitor reality with history and news and hope that no one in my orbit kicks the bucket anytime soon.
I have beef in the freezer to add to the beans, tortillas in the fridge to mop up the “liquor” and a new book on the Battle of the Little Bighorn. Of course, I have coffee beans, too. I will chill a couple of cans of root beer. My only plans for going out are to walk with Cowboy and maybe go find a fruit pie.
The bean business is easier to write about but I think my current awareness stage has mostly to do with humility. I see more of just about everything every time I look. I am hopeful about the world although I feel smaller in it. I have faith in those younger than I.
I still have too much learning to do to give in now. Fortunately, I feel old only when walking down hill and then just because of one knee.
I’m happy to celebrate all this with beans.



Summer after summer, something draws me to reading about the Battle of the Little Bighorn. This year I am reading simultaneously about the battle of Mar-a-Lago.
I was born in August 1949, so I don’t think it’s the just the stars that draw me to the Custer defeat and the fleeting Native victory of June 1876. It might be the summer heat but mostly I think it’s the mysteries. Same with Mar-a-Lago.
Last summer I began realizing that the story of Custer’s defeat at Little Bighorn is incidental to the bigger story of why 8,000 Native Americans were encamped in that river valley in 1876. But since we lack heavenly CCTV, I still have many questions about the battle and its circumstances. I’m currently reading about reporting and communications issues — Shooting Arrows and Slinging Mud — that contribute to so many problems with the history. Along the way, whether they’re in Montana or Florida, a couple of main characters get a lot attention.
Purely on the technical side of things, I flash back to the pre-cell-phone days of the Santa Fe penitentiary riot in February 1980, when I and many other reporters calling in stories to editors had to grapple, at least initially, with a single pay phone at a convenience store about a mile up the road from the prison.
In the way of many scouts on both sides at the Little Bighorn, I saw this Mar-a-Lago episode coming. I have kept up with the blow-by-blow in the newspapers but I, as I suppose many of us do, still have big questions about what was going on with all those top-secret documents scattered around that sprawling Florida spread.
I doubt that any single fact in the summer of 1876 or the summer of 2022, including the breadbox spilled from a 7th Cavalry pack train and found by Indians, is definitive about the course of history. Conflicting accounts of the would-be giveaway breadbox have it being found by Natives either friendly or unfriendly to the U.S. forces. Common threads between the two summers are thin and quickly run apart but both are so full of mystery. I have no need of spy novels this summer because of my subscription to the New York Times.
I probably won’t make much more of them, though events of the 1876 and 2022 sometimes still meet in my mapless brain. Maybe it’s just that both include big events in American history. And it did occur to me this morning that central figures in both summer battles had expansive views of themselves and visions of presidential runs in their heads.
And I’m going to keep reading in what might be another last stand summer.

The lightning started during “Grantchester” and continued through “COBRA,” nearly two hours. I couldn’t really concentrate on either as cloud-to-ground and cloud-to-cloud bolts seemed to stretch in a northwesterly arc from Las Huertas Canyon to Santa Ana Pueblo. Took an evening walk with Cowboy before the start and picked up the pace under darkening skies as we headed home.

Before the storm got really noisy, during key parts of “Grantchester,” certain scores had to be settled, tonight involving socks. dream ranch, I gotta admit, might not be the best TV-watching venue.

Why I prefer the Navajo reference walking rain to the Latin word virga. Looking west down the Las Huertas Creek drainage to the Rio Grande and over the great river to the volcanic plug Cabezon, Santa Ana Mesa at the end of the Pajarito Plateau, up the east fork of the Jemez River and to the Rio Puerco country beyond. Thanks to the pueblos, the BLM and my iPhone.

We’re back on the trail this morning after hearing from Cowboy’s vet that his cancer has not spread since surgery June 28 to remove a malignant tumor.
This is good news. It at least means there’s so far no evidence of the cancer spreading in my 6-year-old pal and it probably means the adenocarcinoma is not the most aggressive kind. I am relieved. Our vet called first thing after looking over the x-ray and CT scan taken on Monday. It’s been a long haul since Cowboy’s other vet first suspected a mass on June 25 and referred us on to the surgeon.
Cowboy just seems grateful that we saddled up this morning for a walk instead of another trip to the doctor, though he has been an excellent patient and healed faster than I expected. He’s all the way back to his happy, heeler-kind of normal. He’s a tough cowboy with good doctors.
We’ll go back initially for monthly checks. The vet who called this morning treated Cowboy as pup when he was surrendered to the hospital with erlichiosis (ur·luh·kee·ow·suhs), a tick-inflicted disease. Cowboy’s first home was Laguna Pueblo. I brought him to Placitas for foster care. It took only three days for his status to change. In 2016, the tiny, sick pup rested his head on my leg as we sat on the floor and watched the season’s first big rain through a patio door.
My report today might seem odd if you have no experience with cancer. I had a CT scan a few days before Cowboy.
Trying to explain the complexity of a chronic disease involving billions of rambling cells, our vet said Cowboy’s cancer experience might be akin to my own: Twenty years out from prostate cancer and seven since treatment for lung cancer.
At any rate, today we are in the clear.
Bird-watching


Cloud-watching






Cowboy-watching (And L to R, he is watching: Hoka, popsicle, free-roaming horse down in the arroyo).



Sunrise-watching


Sunset-watching


Beans-watching


TV-watching


Just watching

